mantra

Out of damp and gloomy days, out of solitude, out of loveless words directed at us, conclusions grow up in us like fungus: one morning they are there, we know not how, and they gaze upon us, morose and gray. Woe to the thinker who is not the gardener but only the soil of the plants that grow in him.

- friedrich nietzsche

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i realise that my life is defined by worry. once i have resolved a particular issue, another one materializes from nowhere to replace the void the resolved issue left. i also realise how i have a tendency to run away from problems rather than solving it. i simply shift one problem to the deep crevices of my mind and shift the lesser problems to the front, and once i'm bored worrying about the lesser problem, i shift it to other side of my mind, and bring the old problems back to ponder on it some more, and hopefully, chip some pieces off it to feel good about how i've made improvements.

this is as stupid as it is tiresome, but like any junkie, i have spent way too much time on it and my life becomes dependent on worrying and shifting problems from one side of my mind to the other that i don't know how to live with a perfectly balanced, worry-free mind. this is a little troubling, but for now, i'll package this little problem nicely, and shove it to the back of my mind while i entertain other amusing worries i have.

posted by frau frump.

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