another task on my 'to-do' list is to write many articles as possible. i don't think i could use my other two articles i wrote years ago. it's far too...dated. i think. as usual, nothing my my posts makes perfect sense since no particular reason was given to any remarks or any background information assigned to any particular scenarios described. that's the point. i like to unload my mental/emotional burden, but i simply cannot be too transparent. you can't have the cake and eat it too. you just can't.