currently things are very 'chinchilla and ferret in the same vicinity' - (lame analogy, but i must be as ambiguous as possible) which usually result in a terrible outcome. i am now listing the reasons why i shouldn't just go ape-shit on her. honestly, do i really need her presence in my life right now? does associating with her carry any weight for my advancement? i must ponder on these things, and when i reach a conclusion, i would either bite my tongue and continue to wear a mask, or i could sever the connection with the coldness and precision of a surgeon, and never look back.