mantra

Out of damp and gloomy days, out of solitude, out of loveless words directed at us, conclusions grow up in us like fungus: one morning they are there, we know not how, and they gaze upon us, morose and gray. Woe to the thinker who is not the gardener but only the soil of the plants that grow in him.

- friedrich nietzsche

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they say you know who your friends are in times of crisis. this is very true. i am keeping tabs on who's been selfish and who's been saintly.

next time, don't call me selfish when i treat you the way you treated me. :)




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throughout the period of this war, my life have gone through many phases and transitions. it's so fascinating to me.



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there are days that i feel like giving hugs to anyone within my proximity, and there are days that i would enjoy a cup of latte while skipping on the sidewalk thinking how how wonderful life is. sadly, today is neither of those days.



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i feel so overwhelmed with school-related stuff, that i am tempted to do the macarena in the national park.

all right, that doesn't make any sense.




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i need to do something productive this time. i must seek out non-profit organisations and see if i could intern. i must find something productive to do. but i love nothing more than to stay at home and pretend to be the queen of namibia in secondlife. this is not healthy. then again, when have my actions been considered 'healthy' and 'sane'?



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despite one or two distasteful experience, the whole day have been rather productive - my definition of productivity differs from day to day, sometimes researching for an opinion piece would be considered productive, other days it would be lying on my bed and imagining i am a piece of chocolate bar - and i get to know another person bwyond the superficial level and i think that's chic. i've always wanted to include said person in my social circle, and i think i'm getting there. we even had turkey sandwich together. this is magnificent. you know when it comes to turkey, i'm not messing around.


on another note, some closet-case - all right, it's slimjim - have been casually dropping conversation within my hearing range on how he's desperately looking for a girl. i mean, seriously. that guy is so gay, he shits out condoms. how much do you hate yourself,. but i must say though, i do enjoy watching him trying to pass off as straight. it's hysterical, the failed attempt at straight acting just brightens up my day.

i have nothing else to write for now. this is it.




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cock flavoured ice-creams. i wonder why that isn't selling as well as rocky road.



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i forgot to log an entry on not being able to purchase a copy of vogue italia. this is depressing. this is really depressing. i seriously feel the urge to lick a toad and take a mind-trip.



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that was the last straw that broke the camel's back.



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*cross fingers* i hope they still have vogue italia july copy in stock.... i really must have it.



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i had six missed calls from blondie last week. i do not have the energy and time to act as her emotional receptacle.



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i have an asiatic toad in my terrarium. it's the most exquisite creature i have ever seen. i can't wait till it matures to its full size.



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i sense something changing, and i'm pretty sure certain things are done by some people with a hidden agenda in mind. there's nothing wrong with that, since everything i do is with an agenda. however, i do feel as though i am on the losing and by positioning myself as the target while they get away of this situation acting like the wistful leader who don't dirty their hands with politics.

i think i need to reassess the situation and distance myself with the said person before i fall any deeper. do i need them? to think of it, they weren't part of my plan when i decide to head thsi direction in life, and i'm pretty sure dropping someone of my social circle isn't going to have an impact in my life. what's losing one more friend, eh?




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the whole purpose of me creating this space is to have an outlet to express my non sequitur, quirky, trivial thoughts. lately, this space have been filled with depressing imageries and thoughts. not sure where i'm heading with this.



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