today have been an awful day for socialising. it felt as though the fountain of pheromones must have dried out, since i have an awkward time communicating with people. and this is made worse by my overtly sensitive brain by replaying the different awkward scenarios on loop, and somehow the story warped into an even worse scenario than what happened in reality.

i need to have lunch with blondie, only her vapid musings could take the focus away of my damaging, excessive self-reflection.