mantra

Out of damp and gloomy days, out of solitude, out of loveless words directed at us, conclusions grow up in us like fungus: one morning they are there, we know not how, and they gaze upon us, morose and gray. Woe to the thinker who is not the gardener but only the soil of the plants that grow in him.

- friedrich nietzsche

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i must create a love list. must. must. must.



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i need to give a handjob to hamish bowles. how else can i get to vogue?



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new york ranger's sean avery wrote a letter to anna wintour for an internship position since he aspires to be a fashion editor - and anna granted him that post.

mother fucker.




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in the past week, i rediscovered my liking for joan rivers and dame edna everage. don't know why i stopped paying attention to them.



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fashionologie. reading this is like throwing a dildo to a nympho. i can't conjure a better one, but it fits the bill.



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i would love to own a pair of this embellished leather pants, in the blonds fall/winter '08 collection. oh my god.



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i spent some time reading almostgirl's blog. i have not done that for almost a year, and i missed out on a lot of things.



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after my final exam last night, i met a person i have not contacted in a really long time. this is interesting. if i had finished the exam faster - as i intended - i wouldn't have that chance meeting. i thought of leaving the exam hall ten minutes earlier, but stayed a while and pretended to contemplate on my essay question, since i did not want to appear like the over-confident fool.

life is funny like that. it is all about timing. maybe this is a sign.




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i enjoy reading wonder boy's blog more than a priest enjoying his altar boy.



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i love the photography in ohlala mag. not just because of the homoerotic element. it's so much more than that.



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now, i'm wondering what dirk is doing. probably tying his shoes or something.



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i ate mudpie yesterday. overrated, i tell ya. it tasted like sweetened mud. maybe it was just baked by the wrong person. but i do enjoy the apple and raisin crumble. it was lovely.



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i need to start reading the lucifer effect. that should be a good read, maybe i'll start the reading some time next week. or five minutes later. no one knows these things. my mind is very mercurial.

currently things are very 'chinchilla and ferret in the same vicinity' - (lame analogy, but i must be as ambiguous as possible) which usually result in a terrible outcome. i am now listing the reasons why i shouldn't just go ape-shit on her. honestly, do i really need her presence in my life right now? does associating with her carry any weight for my advancement? i must ponder on these things, and when i reach a conclusion, i would either bite my tongue and continue to wear a mask, or i could sever the connection with the coldness and precision of a surgeon, and never look back.




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this is one of those days that makes me want to call putin and seek reassurance. unfortunately, i don't have putin's number.



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finally i went out with blondie yesterday. i spent two hundred dollars on books at borders, then we had a dinner that cost me a hundred dollars. it would be fine if i'm working, but i think i dropped a load of cash in a day for a student. it's fine i suppose.



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i have to be honest. i loath having a phone conversation with jelly belly. one hour. i had to put up with that ass pirate for one hour, while he was giving me a lecture about journalism and the direction i should take. normally, i would snap, but i need his connections, so i bit my tongue and pretend to take him seriously. this is something a critical virgo must do sometimes.



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sometimes, i wonder if i should intentionally swallow tapeworms just so that i could lose weight. what would be fun, right? something i should ponder on.



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i wonder what dirk is doing?...



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dead boyz don't scream is cheesy as hell, but hot. sort of like those nacho cheese. it's one of those movies that is better enjoyed with the volume turned off.



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i am highly upset. i could not get my interview subject to do the damn interview. this is just not my month...



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my planetary aspects are confusing me. i swear to god, if i didn't end up in a nut house, i would be a hooker.



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i will be reading more of guy dads blog



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i won the majority votes yesterday. something to do with the best advertorial in my communications class. i didn't expect it since, let's be honest, when you ask the people to vote, they go for the most popular, or the person they have a connection with. i am more of a wallflower, than a social butterfly, and i expected a humiliating defeat with zero votes. to my surprise, i won over the more popular skinny guy. of course, i didn't make it to the final elimination round when my advertorial is compared to another (popular)lady's. it was very clinton vs. obama. i lost, of course, but it was interesting to see that despite my coldness, people still appreciate my work.



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this is one of those days. i slipped and fell into a small, partially-dried puddle of piss as i was rushing to school. fucking great. since i didn't have the time to go home and change, i smelled like piss the whole time. the universe have a funny way of introducing little shit like this to balance my inner contentment. earlier in the day, everything was pretty well, and that had to happen.

moving on, i sense that my journalism partner feels as though i have a firm grasp on the direction of our project as a whole. it is a little difficult to be democratic when he is completely flaky and his vision lack substance. i loath being the controlling bitch, always discarding this little contributions and replacing it with mine, but the whole time i was waiting for him to give me a major contribution, but he have yet to produce any substantially relevant idea. besides, he completely sold me out and didn't defend our piece when it was negatively critiqued by the professor. that insults me. i always have my team mate's back and i expect that same loyalty in return. i'm not sure where this is heading, but i don't mind losing a potential friend over this particular issue. all i care about is a quality end result.




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i don't take rejection very well. and i tend to eat heavy calorie laden food when i'm upset. that is why i had a big mac yesterday, after hearing that rejection. i cannot work in a group if my partner isn't as motivated or informed on the subject. that made it hard for me to have passion in completing my work.



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i am highly upset. i wrote an article, and it wasn't warmly received by my journalism lecturer. i need to get a coffin and die.



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lisa lampanelli! why have i not heard of her before. she;'s edgier than kathy griffin, and my favourite comedian at the moment. but i think i might have a lampanelli overload.



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